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Creation is an act of destruction.
The vertigo of creation. Creation is an act of destruction. Birthing the new into a world that demands predictability is to introduce tension into it. More precisely, it is one’s Self-world relationship that is made tense by creation. Suddenly, the balance point has shifted, the goal posts have moved. And it is felt as though the grip we once had on our world no longer seems to hold. Creations attack the illusions of life. A new belief, a new theory, a new identity that begin
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The architecture of failure pt. 2 (long-version)
You have no idea what’s going on. It happened again. In the exact same way as it always has happened. You blame everything around you that got in the way. That was me, too. When I failed, in the same way I always did. In friendship, in a job, with a loved one, with a goal that was never reached, with the image of my true myself that was never able to be released into the world. It was always the same set up, the same trap, and you too. admit it, you also got the same outcomes
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Your me-search needs a deadline.
Research has an end goal; to return. Etymologically, research means to find again. It is a circular thing, it’s not about finding new things out of thin air, nothing comes nothing. It’s pursuing lost knowledge so to speak. At its deepest root is the idea of circus (the circle, “to go around”). And oddly enough, it instantly makes me jump to the etymology of the word religion, “religare”, meaning to tie-back. To tie-back the source, the origin of our being. And that’s why peop
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